wad if i say i love u?

2012-02-02T15:43:00.002+08:00

If I'm given a choice, to be back friends with u, or get back tgt with her, i'ld choose to be friends with u.

Nope. There's no mistake in this post.

94 days

2012-01-27T11:18:00.003+08:00

没有你的94天。

今天很想。真的很想。想到以前很开心的日子。好痛。真的好痛。

2012-01-21T04:45:00.002+08:00

没有你的第88天

以为只要一直逃避就不必面对伤痛。有时真的很讨厌你，有时又觉得还是很爱你。十年后，我到底放下了没，我自己都不知道答案。为了这个不值得的人, 和不值得的朋友我得忍受这些痛苦。为什么。

2012-01-15T06:12:00.002+08:00

Wooohoooo. What a wonderful and nice 2012 i'm having.

Come to think of it, you weren't really worth my time and tears afterall. All the things that i did was because i loved u, which i really did, and you??? HELL NO. Leaopard nvr changes its spots. Trust me. No matter what they do or say, nth will change. Its in the bloooooooood. Lol. It wasn't really me who ruined this relationship anyway. Why have i been blaming myself??? A waste of time seriously. Should have cherished the previous 3 years with ppl who were more worth it. Tsk.

Yeap. Happily enjoying my life right now. Patiently, waiting for KARMA:)))))

2011-12-31T04:15:00.001+08:00

2011-12-31
这是我最后一次为你哭为你掉泪
请你从今天起不要再出现
我不想见到你也不想听到你的消息
2012 会是我新的开始没有你的开始

2011-12-23T04:19:00.001+08:00

反复的心情有谁了解
我的担心只是多余的
只要你开心就好有谁可以真正做得到？

2011-12-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

Girl, thanks for trying with me.. Really thanks. Although I dunno what's the outcome for us, it's already a chance given to me. I took a good look at ur face just now.. Irresistible. Im still loving u a lot. So much..

2011-12-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

距离好像越来越远了很怕自己没能力把它拉回来
真的很怕

2011-12-10T05:10:00.001+08:00

给你的歌

2011-12-09T02:58:00.001+08:00

现在的我们跟刚认识的时候一样
现在的你却跟从前很不一样
而现在的我也跟着你变得不一样

你的改变是因为我不珍惜
我的改变是因为你的在意
我们之间剩下的只有回忆
那些相片那些淋过的大雨

想起以前和你拥有的一切
脑里不断地浮现那场道别
也许是我一直对你不谅解
让你决定不再为我而凋泻

没你的我只会在这里后悔
过得再久我怎样都学不会
我学不会控制自己的眼泪
也学不会面对着你的背

如今我拼命的挽回只希望能有那一次的机会
一次珍惜你的机会

我们可不可以再是你和我

lyrics out. but i have no idea how the song should go.

Mine mine

2011-12-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

这个女孩，我的女孩，那三年我爱着的女孩。她，普普通通。跟其他的女孩没什么分别。可是对我来说，她很特别。我们这三年经历了很多，分分合合了不知多少次。可是我对她的感觉，跟我第一天爱上她的感觉还是一样的。还是那么怕失去她，还是那么爱她。酸甜苦辣我们都一起度过了，现在的我们已经不一样了。也许是磨练出来的，她变得真的很坚强，反而我变得很懦弱。很多事情我都不想，也不敢面对。我的人生，只需要一个人的存在就会变得很不一样，只需要一个人就能改变我。

现在的我，跟她一样都变了，只是我的改变是因为她。我要为了她而变成一个更会珍惜感情的人，一个更会爱她的人，一个值得她回头的人。

现在我终于有了一个从头来过的机会，不管多么渺茫，我都会尽全力去争取，去珍惜.

2011-12-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

Do u understand the pain whenever I think of u? Do u feel the same? Or am I the only one..

我可以相信谁？

2011-12-06T23:19:00.004+08:00

你们说的每一句话，是为了不让我难过，还是为自己的将来打的如意算盘？我不知道到底应该怎么办。人的本性就是自私，有多少人会为了另一个人而无条件地付出？到底什么才是真相？什么才是每个人心里真正的感受？

我一直对自己说，只要还有一线希望，尽管是1%还是0.1%，都要努力把她追回来。可是我真的很累。每天都撑得很累。在朋友面前要装，在家人面前更要装。可是原来我真的蛮坚强的，至少现在还算清醒。

那个晚上我真的绝望了。那种痛真的无法形容，真的痛到想一了百了。我连遗书都写下，真的准备离开这个世界，才发现我也害怕死亡。一个人待在车上待了一个小时，却鼓不起勇气让自己死。内心的挣扎很难，很难受。真的很想就这样一睡不醒，偏偏阻止你的是你的大脑。这种痛苦不是每个人能理解的，因为它真的是一种真正的折磨。我永远都不想再经历这种折磨，所以如果真的决定结束，就不要再拖拖拉拉了，不要给自己机会反悔。

我很想忘了你，很想永远不要听到你的消息，很想你一辈子从我的生命里消失。我不知道我会用多久的时间去忘记你，也许一年，也许五年，也许一辈子。

但是，我最不想的是以后对别人说＂我已经爱着一个人20年了，我很希望她知道＂

到底是什么原因让你彻底地放弃了我们之间的一切，我不知道，也不想知道。我唯一知道的是我真的很珍惜这三年的感情，我已经尽了全力去挽救。你是第一个，也是最后一个，会让我无条件付出的人。

我的决定是什么，我也不知道。也许今天是我在世上的最后一天，也许我还有多两天，也许一年，也许50年。

我，只需要一个机会，不是从头来过，而是珍惜。

2011-11-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

三年前的11月14号，我的生命中多了她。她叫做i。当时，我们是很好的朋友，常常互相分享彼此的生活点滴，尤其是当感情出现问题，一定会向对方诉苦。但其实，我早就喜欢上她了。只是不敢说，而且当时我们彼此有自己的感情问题。所以，我把对她的感觉一直藏在心里。

就这样，我们当了一年很要好的朋友。在这一年里，我曾暗示过她说我喜欢她，但她以为我在跟她开玩笑。可能是我的个性吧，让她觉得我总是吊儿郎当，不认真，爱说笑。当时，我心想，这样也好，虽然她把我的表白当成笑话，但至少我不会这样而把她吓跑。
我们在一起前的两个月，我发现了原来一直在帮撮合我和i在一起的朋友竟然喜欢上我。我的心很乱，我很想跟i在一起，但又怕她不接受我，而且当时她的身边围绕着很多追求者。可是另一方面，又不想失去f这位好朋友。可能当时她真的很喜欢我吧，对我真的很好，我的心真的为她而动摇了。我跟f的暧昧关系渐渐浮上了台面，i也间接地知道我和f的关系。我很担心i会误会我和f在一起，所以就认真地再向她表白一次，跟她确保我和f只是普通朋友。终于，在2009年11月14日，我们在一起了。

很多的第一次发生了。第一次牵起她的手，第一次在巴士上轻轻地吻了她，第一次在睡觉前说我爱她。这样，我们平平淡淡地过了1个多月，就分手了。原来在这一个多月里，我们都各自玩各自的。我一直都跟f有来往，而她也跟她的其中一位追求者有来往。我的心真的很痛，而且我是从朋友的口中听到的，简直是痛上加痛。原来失去了，才会懂得珍惜。我们失去了彼此，让我们知道原来我们在彼此的心目中已经占去了一个很重要的位置。在2010年1月14日我们又复合了。这次，我们都很认真地对待这段感情。

她考试不及格不能毕业，我也故意不把成绩考好，为了能陪她一起上学。我知道她的妈妈把她管的很严，知道她不能毕业一定大发雷霆，所以一直陪着她。挨完几个小时的教训之后，i的妈妈决定让她转学，她也只好答应了。
在她转学之前有几个月的空档，我就陪她到她阿姨的店帮忙，因为在她的家庭里，只有她的阿姨知道和接受我们的关系。那段日子我真的很开心，因为我们过着只有彼此的生活，好像全世界只有我们俩。偶尔吵架时，她的阿姨也会帮忙开导我们。

终于，她开学了。我们见面的时间也少了。也许是我太习惯她在我身边，当她没时间跟我见面时，我就会对她发脾气。当时，我以为她认识了新朋友所以没时间陪我，所以很抗拒她的新朋友。她开学过后的一个月，我们又分开了。架，吵多了。她受不了了。决定离开了。这次的痛跟上一次比较根本不一样。因为这次是我一手摧毁了这段感情。我真的真的很后悔，所以就不顾一切地试着挽回。我给了她很多承诺，只要她愿意留在我身边，我什么都肯做。其实这些都是希望她回到我身边而说的话，我根本没有认真地去尝试改变。可是她还是选择相信我而回来了。
好不容易回到我身边的她，我却不懂得珍惜，又跟f有了来往，还差点为了f而放弃她。还好，她捉紧了我，不让我走，我真的很感动。我也从此不再跟f联络了。

我们一起过了一个蛮不愉快的圣诞。又吵架了。我在收工时收拾好东西后因为不想自己像一个白痴一样在里面等她，就一声不响的跑到外面去等。她以为我丢下了她自己走了，传了简讯给我说她对我很失望，便自己离开了。而当时她的手机刚好没电，我怎么找也找不到她。我一路沿着去地铁站的方向寻找，都没看见她。我真的慌了，马上赶回家开车到她家附近绕绕。抬头望进她的房里，发现她的灯没亮，就一直守在她家楼下，一直望着她的房。
已经是半夜1点多了，灯也终于亮了，她也终于回我的简讯了。但，她只是说了她很累，想睡了。这时，我的担忧都变成了愤怒，又跟她吵了起来。毕竟我担心了一晚，只换回这样的对待。
也许是这个时候令我们的感情产生了变化，犯下了一个让我和她永远都忘不了的错。

农历新年过了，我也旅行回来了。在我以为一切事物都几乎完美的时候，我又从朋友的口中得知一些事情。又一次，她做了对不起我的事。我认识的i已经跟两年前的i不一样了。当时我很恨她，断绝了跟她所有的来往。一直在想，以前简单单纯的i到底去了哪里。可是我不甘心，也不想放弃，就说服自己说人都是会犯错的。我自己也错了两次，如果还有爱，为何要放弃？而且，是我没给她足够的关心。我，又再一次的挽回了她。她真的很后悔对不起我，也会证明给我看她真的会改。我看得出她真的后悔了，根本不想再提到这件事。所以，我又给了她一次机会。

接下来的这段日子她真的改了很多。去哪里都会向我报告，如果可以也会带着我一起去。我看着她的改变，对我们的感情也前所未有的认真，我想，这次她真的全心全意的爱着我了。我在享受着她给予我的爱和关心的同时，我不知不觉的一直在伤害她。有时我想到她对不起我的事的时候，我就会跟她吵起来。她，却会默默的任我骂，因为她知道是她犯下的错，她一句也不顶。就这样，我慢慢的觉得她对我的好是理所当然的，也时不时地找东西跟她吵。有时候就连最小的事情也能吵翻天。当我们的朋友问到说为什么要一直吵架，我就会说，因为生活要有情趣！架吵越多的情侣就表示他们爱的越深，越注意细节和对方的一举一动。

上个月，我们分手了。她终于也受不了了。这次，我怎么挽回也没用。又一次的，我亲手摧毁了这段感情。在这一个月里我反省了好多好多。原来架吵的多也会疲倦，会怕。她就是怕了，不敢再继续。我一直在想，如果当初我是向她道歉，而不是一气之下提分手，我们现在会不会还在一起？我知道我们还是会迈向分手这条路，因为我还是会跟她吵个不停。
这一跌，我真的受伤了。我的心比前几次分手的时候痛上一万倍，我感觉到这次可能无法挽回了。人，真的要恨恨的跌过一次才知道痛，知道珍惜。这次我给她的承诺，不是为了留住她而说的，是因为我真的要为了她而改变，成为她需要的另一半。我就连做梦都害怕她离开我。在梦里，我对她发了脾气，过后马上抱紧她然后说对不起，之后就醒了。我知道我这次真的怕了。

我很需要一个时光机。我想回到圣诞节当那个在工作的地方里等她的白痴，想回到一个月前跟她道歉的傻瓜，想回到我们刚开始的时候再爱她一遍。也许我又会经历那些心痛一遍，但是至少我们是在一起的。
如果真的有平行时空，我希望那里的我不会像这里的我一样笨。错了，要懂得道歉。不要把对方的好当成理所当然，好好的享受在一起的每一刻。

如果世界末日真的在2012，我也只可以爱你多一年。我真的知道错了，可不可以再给我一次机会，再让我的14号有意义？你不会再经历之前的痛苦了，所有的一切就让我来承担。回来好不好，我真的很爱你。

2010-06-07T03:59:00.001+08:00

hmmm. i kinda miss u.
:(

2010-04-21T01:56:00.001+08:00

i miss u a lot a lot a lot a lotttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
still got 4 more days to go. sighs.
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2009-12-14T14:42:00.001+08:00

i shall take the effort to upload my doggie's pic for the sake of SC. hahahah. =))

2009-11-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

i swear, i wont cry becos of this anymore. i swear.

2009-11-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

i dun wanna cry anymore. im tired of it.

2009-11-14T15:26:00.001+08:00

okay. its time baby!! =))))

2009-10-22T04:07:00.001+08:00

i'll miss u. good night.

2009-10-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

wad do i really wan?
i dunno. =(((

2009-10-02T02:53:00.002+08:00

my holidays are ending jus like THAT.
and my bd is on the first day of sch. wth. some swayness.

been thinking a lot these few days. and there finally some conclusions! hahaa.

i realise...
wad I see may not be the truth.
of cos, it may be.
wad I thought wad the situation was might not be wad it is.
and of cos, it might be.

so therefore,
i'm pulling myself out. take it as it nvr happened. and i decided not to spoil everything.
its better this way.

i suppose?=))

2009-09-21T01:29:00.001+08:00

i'm afraid to fall deeper.
sighness. =(((((

2009-09-16T03:46:00.000+08:00

what the fuck am i thinking now.
wtf?

full-time job

2009-09-10T03:15:00.001+08:00

im going to quit my job and rot on weekends.
i gonna be a full-time rotter soon. yea yea.

2009-09-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY HO! AND AKINA TOO!
=)))))))

yea yea~~ im the last to wish u 2 happy birthday on 4th September. hahaha!

2009-09-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

i got super short hair. omg.
hahahaha.

2009-08-28T00:59:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!
LETS MJ! AHAHAHAHA.

yes ppl, i got 5 weeks of holidays~~ but its doesnt make a difference to me. i hadnt been attending much class this sem. LOL. been busy mj-ing the whole sem.
sian. can prepare for year 4 liao. unless my ut3 realli helps. =((

jus went buangkok for ball ball wif feng, flower and gf ho. haha. and sth interesting below.

HAHAHAHAHA. look at the distance between my car and her hse. =.=.=
and imagine i always gotta send her home. except for once when my mama is wif us. she ps. LOL!

and again, im hearing thunders. boy boy is going to tremble like ytd night again. so ke lian!
btw, below are some pics of boy boy. cuteness.

i wonder whether i got a gay dog? hahaha.
nights humans beings!!

and one last thing, MLU. =)))
should i or should i not? =x

2009-08-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

extreme moods nowadays. lol.
dunno how to describe.
suddenly i am so happy today. for no reason.
suddenly i was so moody 2 days back. for no reason also.

and suddenly now i am so angry becos my rc jus wont load. RAWR.

ghost festival is coming. =(((((((

2009-08-05T22:37:00.001+08:00

woah.
finally got my beauty slp. haha.
slept until 1130, and slp again at 3 plus till 6.
superrrrr shiok.

i need an e5 outing! holiday pls come.
fast fast.

2009-07-29T01:21:00.002+08:00

fyp presentation tml.
goshhhh.
after this i shall enjoy myself until the ghost festival comes. LOL.

so disgusted wif myself wif all the lies i'm saying. i really didnt mean to do it, but yaaa.
sorry.

LEI DAO YAO SI.
good night humans.

2009-07-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

a piece of music.
that made me breathless. hard to breathe.
things i dun wanna think of.
things which i tot it wouldnt matter.

still, it matters. so sad.
=((((
i will keep it to myself. hahaa.

me need slp badly.

2009-07-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

rawr.

super annoyed by the same question over and over again.
i said, I DON'T KNOW.
i realli dun wanna see her!!!
rawr rawr.

i know there's karma. but i just wanna be like this for a while. hahaa.

tiring day

2009-07-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

woah! i guess my curfew is half gone.
but it will confirm be back in one month's time.
7th monthhhhh. scary. hahaha.

today's class was w67e again. did my codings there. and dramatic stuffs happened thru out the whole day. hope eryting came out alright!
slept on the bus back, and met jenifer and hoho for prata. yes again. feng came down when we were finishing our food. haha.
the prata and fen yuan trend has been going on for like 2 weeks, and i guess fats are growing on everywhere of my body every now and den, like every now and den. i can feel fats accumulating in my tummy, or thighs, or boobs. lol.

and i realised sth today. i think i no longer have the feelings i had before, which i tot i have. now its had. hahaa. i supposed its a good thing. things shld have ended long long time ago.
some things are just not meant to be. i tried to turn back. and i guess its realli over between us now. but still, we're friends wif distance.

congrats!
i moved on.=)))

HUAT AH!!!

2009-07-12T00:08:00.001+08:00

i am seriously going to fail this semester.
if it comes true, i am going to fail my next semester too!
hahahaa. fail 2 modules each sem, sooooo i can work for the rest of the week, get myself a car, and drive to sch!
shiokness.

ok i''m dreaming~~~~~

i won 10 bucks today. was losing quite a lot in the beginning.
but thanks to ivy ho!! haha=)))

cousins outing tml. funness. night peeeeple.

2009-07-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

i really feel like ponning class.
again. sian.=((((

2009-06-29T14:21:00.001+08:00

dunno wad to blog about.
sibei sian ah!!!

HUAT AH!!!!!!

2009-06-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

i'm exploding soon.
dun force me. i might blurt eryting out.

2009-06-22T23:52:00.001+08:00

super tired day.
reach home at 1115. another record. haha.

boy boy has been veri guai by not barking when we closed the door and asked him to slp in my room! shall take pics and upload soon. haha.
these few days was, wow. indescribable. wad a season. lol.

annoying life. arghhh.
why am i so bothered over a question.
all i can say is, i wouldnt spoil things btw us when eryting's perfectly well now.

and i really dunno wad to do
i'm jus a little too not over u.

me and myself

2009-06-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

contrast to my previous post.

i know all about u.
but wad do u know about me??

its still my secret. my own secret.

no friends after rs. i kinda believe it now tho i wonder why. the distance is always there within me n u. not a step closer.

ARGH.
THROW AWAY THURSDAYS
THROW AWAY RS
THROW AWAY SECRETS
and i shall still be a happi man. =)))

=))

2009-06-17T22:57:00.004+08:00

ahhhhh!!!
i left my drink in the freezer for the 859674397 times.
rawr.

p.s: i am veri happy wif my life right now. if thursday dun exists.
=))))))) x 100000000.

i HATE u

2009-06-12T14:17:00.001+08:00

YES YOU. how u-gi-lie can u be. eyur.

2009-06-12T02:44:00.001+08:00

fyp is a silent killer.
beware.

i'm the durian deliveryman

2009-06-11T22:50:00.004+08:00

hello.
i got a new job~~~
u can call me "THE DURIAN DELIVERYMAN"

yeap. i'm delivering durians for practically the whole noon. wif the big big sun on top of me. not exactly veri hot wad. from yishun, i went to ulu pandan which is near clementi rd to collect durians frm my mum. so as requested, i went to amk to deliver some of it to fatty uncle, den to hougang for her big big grp of friends.
and i brought 3 to hoho's hse. lolol. onli 1 n 1/2 out of 3 is nice. i dunno how to choose durians.=(
haha. next time i shall choose big big green green ones.
last destination, katong. but no more durians. only durian smell in the car. LOL. hope the person doesnt hate durian.

ok. here's the end of the story of the day of the durian delivery man. u can contact me at my hp at 1159am to 12pm if u ever need delivery, and car is not provided. any calls before and after that timing will not be entertained. thanks and gooded nighted.

and wtf is smtp. rawr.

2009-06-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

today supposed to mj wif grandma!!!!!
but becos of the car, i didnt mj. siannn.

can 3 somebody pls mj wif me......=((((
i'm deprived of mj. lol.

and pls, dun kana summon tonight okkkkk.
PRAYS HARD.

2009-06-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

frustrating.

can give me at least a BIT of info not.
rawr.
nvm. u shall still be on my list for the moment. lol.

2009-05-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

LOLOLOLOL.

www.mrbrownshow.com

2009-05-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

is there any job that will earn u 65 bucks in 2 hrs?

simple.
it can ONLY be

MAHJONG

hahahahahaahhahahaa. COOOOOOOLLLLLL.

2009-05-28T23:47:00.001+08:00

im preparing for my year 4 at the rate i'm skipping classes.
fuckkkkkkk.

2009-05-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

mj-ing and eating weekend!=)

lets summarise my weekie endie.
fri.. went home after sch to get my car and went queensway for dinner. i had bubble tea, katong laksa, pang xie dong fen, i dun care whether u understand not cos i forgot wad's dong fen in english hahaa. red wine chicken, HOT fried beancurd, pineapple rice.. i guess that's all.
hmmm. wad did i do ah. ehhhhh. i played wif my brakes cos somebody requested so. dunno wad's fun wif it. LOL. there's even requests for me to CHUANG HONG DENG. yes. use my rush to rush thru the red lights. lucky i noticed the camera. haha.

sat.. oh. FUNNESS!! after work went to meet lar and alvin and christ and aw for prawning. went punggol end and wasted our money. 1 hr 3 prawns. and we even picked 1 of the prawn up frm the floor. each prawn cost 10 bucks. LOL. but anyway i had my long-wanted ice-cream there and it taste super nice wif this kinda weather. haha. after that alvin left, picked ghee slut up, and we had cards and mj session!
5 of us were playing OLD MAID. my god. not childish wad. >.<
anyway one rd only and we starting blackjack and mj!! won 3 bucks only. cos half price for beginners. haha. played till 3 plus, i cannot tahan already ah. all of us went to rest for a while and woke up ard 6 for mac breakfast.
as usual, we started bitching bout our life and all. but i was half-dreaming. too tired to concentrate. lol. and i realised, eryone like to ask me the same thing ah.
"how's u and blah blah?"
ppl, game over long time ago ok~~~ haha.
after breakfast went home and fainted on my bed until 3 plus, ordered pizza and mj again! LOLOL. mj until 11 and gave up my precious seat to my sis becos of my soccer match. haha.

okkkkkkkkk. tired. i need a lot of slp sia.=(((((
gh owe me a drink! i dun care. must repay me for throwing ur jia jia liang teh for u. HAHA. =X

will the game ever restart?? i hope it does. and i hope it doesnt.

2009-05-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

stupid things that i've done. =)

1. wanted to take a bath. so took my phone into the toilet, its a habit, and realised i forgot to take my clothes. so wif the phone still in my hands, i went to the wardrobe to get my clothes. back to the toilet and realised that my phone is left inside my wardrobe.

2. tried to fold in a bit of my left sleeve wif my left fingers becos its too long, and to know that i looked like a retard and sissy. according to christ. haha.

3. playing 5 10 15 on the back row of the bus wif a forfeit of walking towards mas selamat poster which is sticked at the door, lift up ur finger, point at it and laugh. hahhah. i won. guess who lost. LOL.

4. was watching tv and felt thirsty. so went to the kitchen, opened the fridge, took out a drink, and back to my tv. ah. boring channel. but i cant find my remote control. my sofa became a mess before i found the remote inside the fridge. i guess i was saving on the battery life of it. hahaa.

5. tried to push up my specs when i'm wearing contact lens.

6. missed a right turn at the junction and went straight instead. did a u-turn and back to the junction, miss the turn again and did a u-turn again and finally i managed to wake myself up and did a right turn.

7. got myself quite drunk, when christ is way more drunk den me, and lar is the only one who is really sober. she sprain her ankle when holding onto christ. so i decided to be a bit more awake. jus when i tot i was quite sober when we were reaching my hse, i burst out in laughter when christ ran across the road and tried to climb over the fence. i actually laughed when i'm supposed to hold her back. i dun think i'm sober after all. lolol. lucky it was midnight.

ok. if i manage to recall more i shall continue. hahaa. one more thing is, i will learn to save christ in the future so that she wont bang into poles or trip herself or wadever u can think of.
nighto!

2009-05-19T22:37:00.002+08:00

The below conversation will show u how shiyuan is disconnected with the world, and how well benjiamin knows me~! hahahaa.

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
my lips like sugar~~

C'est La Vie! I feel like eating laksa, mee sua, fried chicken! just sent you a nudge.

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
lips like sugar
nudge wad

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
...

C'est La Vie! I feel like eating laksa, mee sua, fried chicken! says:
i nudge meh
sorry
maybe pressed wrongly

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
lol

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
lol..........
lallalala

C'est La Vie! I feel like eating laksa, mee sua, fried chicken! says:
haha

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
how's schOOL?!?

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
call me your sugar~~

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
how's FYPP~~~
lol

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
da be de da be da~

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
ZINC.
U SALT.

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
lololol
hahahaa
so question answer finish le ah?

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
yaaa
lalalalala

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
wa seh man
correct not?
lips like sugar~~

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
okkay.

C'est La Vie! I feel like eating laksa, mee sua, fried chicken! says:
wat lips like sugar?

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
but urs is salt
muz be some kinda song la

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
lolol
u wan?
i send u

C'est La Vie! I feel like eating laksa, mee sua, fried chicken! says:
NO THANKS!
i only like vivian chow's songs
haa

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
LOLOL
not u la
hahahahaha

C'est La Vie! I feel like eating laksa, mee sua, fried chicken! says:
chey!~

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
i also know u dun wan!
my lips like sugar~~

✖ J ią m iи [爱丽莎] ™ • It's choice - Not chance - That determines your destiny says:
lol.
send send

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") rush says:
ahhahaa
ok

ok. now i'm salt. my god. hahaa.
ut tml. and tml is a wednesday. its a holy wednesday. and i got ut. rawr.

無能為力

2009-05-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

醒了我卻還是閉著眼睛
只有這樣才能留住夢境
還看見我最愛的眼睛
還有你偷偷親吻我的情景

醒了我都不會睜開眼睛
是怕淚水慢慢吞噬心情
原以為我們有了約定
就能夠聽見朋友祝福的聲音

還來不及和你　和你在一起
數著天空裡墜落的星星
你已經離我而去　愛沒有繼續
原來我根本不是你的唯一

我緊閉雙眼　屏住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜裡想你
誰知道在白天遇見了你
看見你新的唯一靠在你懷裡

我流乾眼淚　不能呼吸
我無法面對　最後這個結局
曾經我們有過無數話題
愛到最後　我們對愛竟會　無能為力
谁會想到曾經相愛的人
還沒到最後　我們對愛已經　無能為力

2009-05-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

love is the most beautiful thing on earth.
love is the worst thing that happens on earth.

which makes sense?
lol. both are non-sense.

i love my hair color. hahahaa. =))))

2009-05-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

Random lines:
-i went thru my past posts.
-i laughed at myself. hahaa.
-i have mood swings. like serious mood swings.
-i'm emo.
-LOLOLOLOL.
-see. my serious mood swings.
-i'm working at a fucking 9am tml.
-rawr.
-good night.
-oh, i finally have more den 10 songs in this 2 years old laptop.
-this 2 years old lappi looks like 2 days old tho.
-damn u acerrr.
-good night again. not to acerrr. i'm not going to say good night to u. bad acerrr.

domo kun

2009-05-13T22:30:00.007+08:00

domo kun got a new name~~

DOMO KUNG BA BAO.

hahahahahahaa. kong ba bao. hungry.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

ZHUN-ness. hhaaha.

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-05-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

cabbage disappeared.
banana slipped.
xiao bai da bai and xiao ming.
durians mangoes and cherries.
muah chee and donut.
cai bao and ba bao.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
laughing day. wad a laughing day.
hahahahaa.

2009-05-11T00:29:00.003+08:00

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,")　　　　　　　rush says:
*haha
*sian
*i tml 915 leh!!
*dun feel like going sch
*haix

*:.｡MinDy｡.:* says:
*same -.-
*so early... somemore monday blue

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,")　　　　　　　rush says:
*ya
*we go sch tgt la
*haha
*we can late tgt
*if late
*den we go back slp tgt
*LOL

the pon sch angel and devil is fighting inside me again. ahhhhhhh. somebody pls drag me to sch. i think the devil is winning. haha.
tml should be a holiday for us too. why is it not. rawr.

2009-05-09T01:14:00.002+08:00

this shall be the last time i throw myself into this shit.
stay away pls. u're not wad i expected alr.

2009-05-05T23:56:00.004+08:00

christina's bd!! =)))

stayed a while only so only took 1 photo. lol. psps.

carson's bd!! =)))

bday boy! and that's the fu ru dong hai shou bi nan shan card. LOL.

inside the card(before)

inside the card(after). lol. it doesnt make much difference

i think mingyee is drunk.

ya. she's drunk. hahaha.

favourite mushrooms!!

okkkkk. that's all! rest a while before the match btw arsenal and man u! shiokness.

2009-05-05T23:12:00.001+08:00

christ ask me to blog about this. i dunno why i'm so stupid nowadays.

ok, 2 days ago, i drove to ave 8 to buy dinner, and as usual, i found a parking lot and starting parking my car. and as usual, i reversed my car into the parking lot. and as usual, when i finished reversing, i stepped on my brake pedal to stop the car.but not as usual, i look to the left side of the car, the car did not stop moving back. so not as usual, i panicked, and stepped on the brake pedal really hard. but the car was still reversing back!!! omg omg omg. for 1 second i tot i was going to bang into the car parked behind me. so not as usual, i quickly stepped, or rather stomped, onto the brake(my car use leg brake instead of handbrake).

guess wad. my car did not move at all. its the damn car on my left driving out of the lot beside me. and he did that while i was reversing. sway enough, i looked towards the left side after i finished parking my car.
==========.==========
hahahahhaaa. why am i so dumb. my god. but during that point of time my heart almost dropped out sia. scary shiat.

argh. i feel that i'm a bad person. rawr. i didnt mean to do it, but sorry!!!!!!!!

2009-05-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

*WARNING*

*BLOG CONTENT NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS. but kids can read if u wan. and learn a lesson frm this*

KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck u ace*. kao.

please fucking return me a laptop wif no more spoiled motherboard or harddisk or wadever spoiled fucking cb stuffs. KNNNNN.

u made me missed school today. and u're fucking making me missed another tml. ccb.

2009-05-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

bd bd and more bds!
jus came back from carson's bd celebration. late for my curfew by half and hr. hahaa. mummy not at home. jus hope that my sis wont bao toh me. which is quite impossible. rawr.

ytd was christina's bd. went wif ah xiong and weiming. random right. ok ok la. where got very random. lol. stayed a while and left to fetch my mum. and i was late so she kp me. lalalaa~ but she top up full tank for me. so i still love her. hhaha. anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA TAN.=)))

omg. 21 years old. my turn next year. scary. LOL.

got my pay!!!! shiok. went to collect car's present from sherman after work, and chiong down to hgm to meet the rest, who is benjiaMIN, LAReina, CHRISTine and TIGERmingyee. haha. as usual, all of us were late except for christ and yun. cos they were shopping there and sway enough, christ's parents was there. LOLOLOLOL. ask me for the full details. i will provide u the next line of the story and it will cost 5 bucks.=) u only need to spend 5 bucks to know the whole story cos the story ends after i tell u the next line of the whole story. understand? HAHAHAAA. wu liao. chey.

back to topic. ehhhh. oh ya, eryone was late, except for christ and yun. cos they were shopping there and sway enough, christ's parents was there. LOLOLOLOL. ask me for the full details.
EHHH!! this sentence looks familiar right? pls refer to the previous paragraph. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA.
ok i'm bored. i shall continue my day. eryone was late, I REPEATED THIS 3 TIMES. ok, so we went to get some wrapping paper and a card which says, 福如东海寿比南山. LOLOL. coolness right! and its red in color. shall post a picture of it soon. hahaa. we made the card damn gay by sticking gay stickers all over, and some cartoonie wrapping paper for the present.
anyway, had buffet as dinner, and 2 half plate mushrooms, which adds up to 1 whole plate, SHIOK BODOH. alvin teach me one. haaha. if i had a sis like carson's i wouldnt really wanna celebrate my bd wif her at the rate she forced carpet cai to drink. lol. BUT, she's pretty sia. HAHA. and fun.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARSON CAI.

last long wif ur gf ah 21 years old old man!=))

okokok, shall post pictures soon! always feel so happy when meeting up wif old friends. like, OLD friends. old as in not new, and old as in not young. HAHAHAHAA.

2009-05-01T15:50:00.003+08:00

the e35a meeting! =)))

the girls. i think so. LOL.

the guys.

the dao one and the act shuai one. hahaa.

tell me why is he so funny.

big face genghong. LOLOL.

a short meeting up wif tjm, korean, yuning, geng hong and eugene. a fun half and hr nonsense. hahaa. still as nonsensical as ever.

bathing time. and out for christina's bd clebration! tanah merah. NOT FAR WAD. lol.

2009-04-28T15:29:00.000+08:00

tiring day.
brain cells used up.
kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-04-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

a funny thing just happened.
its called, i'm dumb or i'm dumb. or i'm really dumb.

so here it goes. i was using this laptop, which is my friend's, or rather my sis ex-bf's. haha. some blog hopping and downloading of msn stuffs was going on, and suddenly, a song was playing from out of nowhere. and it was quite loud by the way. so, i thought i accidently played the song, and searched for the media player. shit. i can see the song on the desktop, but i cant find any player playing the song!! SCARY.

for 1 or 2 seconds, i thought downloading of msn scripts would provide some entertainment nowadays. but it doesnt make sense and after this thought came to my head, i found out wad was going on. it was pearline's fault!! hahahaha. there was this auto play thingy in her blog, and i was waiting for the page to load so i left it there and downloaded my stuffs.
i know i'm dumb la. but it wasnt my fault. cos all the blogs i went didnt enable auto play ma. chey.

off to bed soon! sch tml. 10am. sian sian.

2009-04-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

triple H vs randy orton now!!
tripleH getting the upper hand. great.
i hope randy orton dies in his hands. hahaa.
fine. i shall be nicer. break his leg. lol.

damn it. stupid legacy. cheaters. 3 against 1.
AHHHHHH!! batista is here!!!! and shane!! yea yea.

ok fuck. randy orton won. life is always unfair.

anyway, the match this morning i swear swear swear its the most exciting match ever. even better than the match against chelsea. altho it was a draw match again, but liverpool rocks!! haha. arsenal is damn lucky that gerrard is still unable to play. lucky shiat. chey.

fyp today. super tired. 3rd day in sch, already half dead. tml taking car to sch. thanks gf!=)
monday class seems to be the fun-nest class. cos i know 6 ppl. haha. ytd's class got kristen. and i think my faci still thinks that she's a guy. LOLOL. tml class got wei xiong. still ok. friday i'll be seriously dead. like d-e-a-d dead. no familiar names at all. sian.

man utd match on later. too tired. if i ever mange to wake up, i shall do so. haha.

i'm sorry for eryting. really. pls dun make me hurt u again.

2009-04-21T14:56:00.001+08:00

i'm boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
fuck u acerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

2009-04-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

ironic. haha.
my sis broke wif her bf. and the one i'm consoling is the bf.
LOLOLOL.

2009-04-16T00:36:00.003+08:00

the long time no see convo btw me and nonsensical alvin. hahahahaa.

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
u cheating liao la

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
haha
a bit
cos i too hungry

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
hungry nth to do with cheating!

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
got
i wanna eat ma
Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
so wad u eating?
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
so faster finish lo

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
i ask u so many times
u haven even ans me
WTF U EATING!

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
oh
kfc
haha
jus now leftovers

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
kentucky fried CHEEBAI!
hahaha

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
see
guys only have this kind of things in mind
eyur

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
so wad's ur point?

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
why i like girls
LOL

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
that's bullshit
girls maybe think of dicks

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
>.<
u're a guy
dun try to figure out girls thinking

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
exactly!
u're not a guy, dont try to assume guy's thinking

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
i'm not assuming
its wad u thought

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
u just did

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
u even typed it out

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
u stereotype my thinking to that of all guys

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
oh
so u mean its jus u who thinks like that?
LOL

Alvin_Reina Paris Hilton's new BFF. says:
not necessary
we always talk abt it
doesn mean its always on our minds

(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") says:
HAHA
u always talk about it
LOL
if its not on ur mind why u talk about it!

i win!!!! cos he changed topic after that. YEA!!!
ok i'm bored.

2009-04-15T13:24:00.001+08:00

i swear ytd's match was the most exciting match i ever seen.
2-0, 2-1, 2-2, 2-3, 3-3, 4-3, 4-4.
sian. in the end draw, but liverpool still lost. haix.
things would surely be better if gerrard had played! getting injured at this point of time. zzzzzz. ok lo. now hopes are on man u again. =((((

2009-04-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

i feel like posting jokes. but i cant think of any.
so, being motivated by lareina ho's 'qi kek' post, i decide to blog about the most 'qi kek' things that happens in the world. while waiting for my football match to start. its liverpool vs chelsea again. shiok!!

The 'Qi Kek' List:
1. got onto the car, and realise the needle was pointing downwards to 'E'. great. now the first destination is to the petrol station. i'm broke enough by the way. qi kek.
ok, stop the car beside the pump, got down and close the door, wondered how much should i top up. just then, the uncle said, miss, u forgot to open the petrol lid. open the car door again and pull the tab, and close the door. Qi Kek!
jus when u were feeling the 2nd qi kek moment, the uncle will ask, which petrol, and how much.
"ermmmm, 95, 20 bucks" okkkkkk, off to the counter and keep asking urself, why cant the word, 10 BUCKS come out. QI KEK!!!

2. driving happily ard wif ur frenz, when u dad calls and ask u to be home by a certain time, becos he want to use the car, when u actually told him that u will be using the car TODAY. ok, the day's plan changes. QI KEK.

3. was enjoying life like some tai tai during the holidays, when the 10pm curfew came into the picture. No more mj sessions at fren's hse at 10.01pm, no more bliss-ing at 10.01pm, no more seletar dam ghost stories at 10.01pm, no more wondering at expressways at 10.01pm, no more drink till we drop sessions at 10.01pm, no more supper at ave 8 at 10.01pm, no more in the middle of the night events at 10.01pm!!!!! i swear this is the worse part of my life.
NO LIFE!! QI KEK AH!!

4. becos of this 10pm curfew, u would stay at home and play computer games. wad's so qi kek about this? this when ur motherboard spoil, and acer replaced a new one, followed by the harddisk, and here's a new harddisk, and say bye bye to ur stuffs that u didnt backup. lil bit qi kek, now when u have a new game which u jus download, and its similar to cs, u dig out ur usb mouse and wanted to try it out. when u realise the ur mouse is not clicking when u click on it, or it double clicked when u only click on it once, u will be so QI KEK becos u cant play the game.

5. becos of this 10pm curfew, u invited frens over for mj or poker sessions at ur hse, so that u dun need to rush home by 10.01pm. bought some drinks and put it in the freezer so that it will chill more quickly, and start our gambling sessions. when u felt thirsty and wanted a drink, u go to the fridge and realise that there's no drinks. suddenly, u recalled that u bought drinks and its somewhere in the hse. so u went ard looking for it and ur frens will tell u its in the freezer. now it had become some ice blended drinks, and u continue leaving it in the fridge(not the freezer anymore) to let the ice melt. u still got nth to drink yet. except for plain water. QI KEK.

6. missed the first half of a tv program becos ur dad was watching another show on another channel. so u decided to watch it the next morning at 8 when it repeats. a bit qi kek. set the alarm earlier by 10 mins before the show start, and went to slp. alarm rang, and went to the living room and lie on the sofa. look at the clock, woah, still 10 mins before the starts, and rest ur eyes a while. when u opened ur eyes, its 9, and when u switched on the tv, u realise that u watched this part of the program before. conclusion, u still missed the first half of the show. QI KEK.

7. this happens when u have a gf who goes thru ur msges and phone logs. when u need to be in sch by 12 the next day becos of fyp, and u gotta wake up by 1030, plus u're having menses, ur gf msg u in the middle of the night like 4am, asking u who's that particular person in ur contact becos she went thru all ur msges during the day. privacy invaded, plus a requirement of distancing away from a fren, i swear u wouldnt feel like explaining at all, and rather urself not have a gf at the point of time. QI KEK. but at the point of time only. lol.

8. when u were motivated to blog about this qi kek list, u couldnt think of 10 things, and stopped at the 8th instead, becos the headache is killing u, and u still gotta wait for 1 hrs and 20 mins before the soccer match starts. and when it hits u that it gonna last for 1hr and 45 mins, u feel like dying. especially when the weather is so hot and u're lying on the sofa and sweating even thou the fan is blowing directly at u. and u suddenly feel like pee-ing when u dun feel like moving. damn it. qi kekkkkkkkkkk.

ok, that's my qi kek life. shall continue if i think of more. this headache is really, TSK.

2009-04-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

tian cai chong chong chong is making my stomach cramp from all the laughings. hahaa.
anyway, its commercial time now. and its ending soon. sian.

hate my curfew. pls dun controlled my life leh........... cant even have a proper mj game.
supposed to have camp. mummy said no becos of my cufew. ya ya. excuse. more like she know i will wonder ard in the middle of the night. sian ah. if not i can continue my mj jus now.
950 left kristen's hse, chiong all the way back. lucky no tp. reached home at 1010. took 10 mins at the expressway. hahaa. took a glance at my speed meter jus now, and it was ard 100 and 120 most of the time. damn shiok.

this morning went to bai my ah gong. and back home. tuitioned my cousin a bit on his maths den off to gf hse. slack a while and another gf called and asked for mj. lol. so tada. mj won. ha. as expected, a lil quarrel here and there. but still, there i was at kristen's hse.
oh ya, i got a haircut. finally. next thing is to dye me hair. back roots are appearing like nobody's business.

i'm watching soccer again. today is wif neutral stand. haha. dun ask me why i'm so into soccer nowadays. i also dunno why. maybe holidays are driving me crazy.
sch starting in a week time! i shall see blogs updated more often. LOL.

i couldnt bring myself to say it.
i still dun wanna lose u yet.

not referring to u la. lol.

2009-04-11T21:39:00.002+08:00

i'm having muscle cramps on my arm jus becos of a pool game.
MY GOD. its jus like 1 and a half hr. ===.===

YEAH!!! liverpool 4-0!!!! lalala~~
waiting for man u match to start!=))

2009-04-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

it shall be the deepest secret in my heart.
becos i dun wanna lose u.

2009-03-30T02:53:00.000+08:00

"Please excuse Jennifer for missing school yesterday. We forgot to get the Sunday paper off the porch, and when we found it Monday, we thought it was Sunday."

Everyone has a right to be stupid.
Some just abuse the privilege.

THE WORLD's 20 SHORTEST BOOKS
20. "The Book of Virtues" by Bill Clinton
19. "My Plan To Find The Real Killers" by OJ Simpson
18. Human Rights Advances in China
17. America's Most Popular Lawyers
16. Career Opportunities for Liberal Arts Majors
15. Detroit - A Travel Guide
14. Different Ways to Spell "Bob"
13. Dr. Kevorkian's Collection of Motivational Speeches
12. Easy UNIX
11. Al Gore: The Wild Years
10. Everything Men Know About Women
9. Everything Women Know About Men
8. French Hospitality
7. George Foreman's Big Book of Baby Names
6. "How to Sustain a Musical Career" by Art Garfunkel
5. Mike Tyson's Guide to Dating Etiquette
4. One Hundred and One Spotted Owl Recipes by the EPA
3. "Things I Wouldn't Do for Money" by Dennis Rodman
2. The Amish Phone Directory
1. The Engineer's Guide to Fashion

Fun Things To Do While Driving
Write the words "Help me" on your back window in red paint. The more it looks like blood, the better.
Stop at the green lights.
Occasionally wave a stuffed animal/troll doll/Barbie out your window or sunroof. Feel free to make it dance.
Put your arms down the legs of an extra pair of trousers, put sneakers on your hands, and lean the seat back as you drive.
At stop lights, eye the person in the next car suspiciously. With a look of fear, suddenly lock your doors.
Honk frequently without motivation.
Wave at people often. If they wave back, offer an offended and angry look as if they gave you an obscene gesture.
Let pedestrians know who's boss.
Look behind you frequently, with a very paranoid look.
Restart your car at every stop light.
Lob burning things in the windows of smokers who throw their butts out the window.
Have conversations, looking periodically at the passenger seat, when driving alone.

LOLOLOL.

2009-03-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

today was boring!
waiting for my show to start in 15 mins. time is slow.
oh ya, i forgot to mentioned about meeting up wif someone called mingyee after our potluck session last week! in case u guys forgot, she's called mingyee. or mindy. or tiger. hahahaa. hope this helps to refresh ur memory.

ok.. the things i remembered that happened in this few days is my 2 little small fingers being coated by nail polish. greyish purple and HOT pink. my god. and i look damn gay that i cant wait to take it off after like 4 hrs. and its becos i shldnt remove it in front of the person who painted it for me i think. and i cant find the nail polish remover when i got home. hahaa. dun do this to me again ah girl.=)

i jus finished a cake. i took a picture of it when its like 7/8 eaten up. LOL. its nice, jus a bit too sweet. the best part is, the INGREDIENTS. gotta know of it when i was almost finishing. great. a whole can of condensed milk. i swear i almost fainted when i heard this. mummy dun have to worry bout me getting skinnier, when i'm actually not, when there're ppl feeding me like this.

mosquito in my room!! gonna on my aircon and cover myself in my cosy blanket. hahaha. damn u mosquito. u cant bite me now.
show's starting!! yea yea. see u soon bloggie. oh, mj session tml. again. LOL.

2009-03-24T00:16:00.001+08:00

mj mj mj mj mj. hahahaa. been mj-ing like mad for the entire holidays!!
todae had a short session wif jess, shear and sy. tml having another wif gf, jenifer and my sis. LOLOL. mj freaksssssss.
anyway, me lappi in at the hospital again. zzzzzz. dun really like acer. this time its my harddisk. actually it shld have went in like 2 months back. jus that i'm quite busi wif my mj khakis and parktor-ing. HAHAA. wadever leh.

oh yea, the bliss gang had a potluck session ytd!! i swear potluck is damn cool. hahaa. we had chicken thighs by chengie hongie, spaghetti by lar and christ, japanese chicken or wadever its called by minn, and sandwiches by ghee. of cos, i provide the place and drinks. and the fun-nest thing is, a mj session after potluck. LOL. i told u my holidays consists of mj mj and more mj.
i hope for another potluck session soon. hahahaaa.=)

ok, a summary for my holidays. i'm very familiar with punggol now. and i completed a 1000 pieces puzzle. LOLOL. that's how i spent my holiday!! my god.

show is starting soon! shall blog soon if i manage to get this lappi out again! nighto.

its called, im tagged again.

2009-03-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

5 things found in my bag/purse.
1. air tickets. LOL. it stayed inside for 1 year. plus.
2. movie tickets. with the words fading~~
3. an eraser. i dunno why is it doing there.
4. tissue. black packaging somemore. cool!!
5. panadol. pink pink.

5 things found in my wallet.
1. cash.
2. taiwan notes.
3. DRIVING LICENSE. hahahaaha.
4. ez-link.
5. atm card. broken. =(

5 favourite things in my room.
1. oh. fishball!!=)
2. teeeeveeeee.
3. air con.
4. sometimes i love my blankie becos of my aircon. lol.
5. toilet.

5 things I’ve always wanted to do…
1. turn fishball into a dog.
2. strike 4d. hahahaa.
3. have a simple life. as simple as possible.
4. buy a lot of shirts!
5. and here comes the thing i want the most..... lose my memory.

5 things I’m currently into…
1. HAHAA. i've been mj-ing for the whole of the holidays!
2. wwe raw & smackdown!! DUN LIKE EDGE, MATT, ORTON, JERICHO. duno how to spell. haha.
3. sneaking out my sis bf's laptop out of the room when she's aslp and blog.
4. getting fishball out of the cage and bath her. LOL.
5. driving obviously!

List out the Top 5 presents you wished for.
1. new handphone.
2. new shirts & jeans!
3. new lappi.
4. endless supplies of food. lol.
5. scv with ery channel!! hahaha.

The person who tagged you is: gracia harmony
Your 5 impressions of him/her:
1) KID-dish
2) CHILD-dish
3) hua-ma freak. ok la, i admit that hua-ma is indeed funny. hahaaa.
4) great mood-swinger. lol.
5) she stole christ's patty and claims that its hers. LOLOL.

Tag 5 people. *no retag*
1) minn.
2) lar.
3) ghee.
4) ivy ho.
5) pearline.

Did That Happen To You?

2009-02-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Rules:
1. Answer the question as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
that always happen to me!! i will use water and spray the irritating beetle and bathe as fast as i can and get out of the toilet with erything on except my pants. i can wear my pants outside the toilet. LOLOL.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
am i supposed to have funny funny answer like dance? of cos jus sing along la.

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
eh. eat le ma? wanna go eat tgt? HAHAHAHAHAA.

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
dun care. its my life~~~ dun like dun like la. it doesnt matter. lol.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
i noe lar lar will jus pretend that nth has happen, and continue to walk and that's why THIS REACTION IS FUNNY so i will not do that. i will jus look at whether my shirt of jeans is dirtied or am i injured. haha.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes.
5 mins is enough for me. my iq is high. LOL.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
hahahaa. i will try my best not to speak much until i got food or sweets inside my mouth.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
gracia harmony asked me this question jus now. and i got the same answer as her. wear back the old one la. i would prefer a dry underpants rather den a wet one where a shape of ur underpants will be shown on ur pants after a few mins.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
oh. that's impossible. unless its a fake test. hahahaa.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
haha. yea. thanks a lot for the present altho it sux. LOLOL.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
i believe in karma. HAHAHAHAHAA.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
yi li tie ding. wanna fight go toilet la. of cos that's for guys. LOL. girls ah.. do i look weird? haha.

TAGGEDto:
1. minnnnnnn
2. lareinaaaaaa (for god sake, pls revive ur blog)
3. christineeeee
4. ivyyyyyyyy
5. pearlineeeeee
6. weiyiiiiiiii
7. gheetinggggg
8. menny
9. barbraaaaa
19. alvinnnn (u too)

2009-02-16T21:56:00.005+08:00

been rotting like a rotting apple at home.
waiting for fungi and mushrooms to grow on my body. hahaa.
cousin getting married on sat. and i still gotta work before that.
sian. sian sian. sian sian sian.

i feel that my life is in a mess when its actually not. just a part of it could make me feel that its the end of the world. i swear this is the last time i would be doing wad i'm currently doing.
becos i am really very very tired. if things would end up the same again, i'll leave.
and i wont be back. hahaha.

any ideas of stupid presents for valentines dae?? i need a present as stupid as possible for my iq low gf. LOL. opps.=X

okok.. below are jus for entertainment:)

2009-02-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

THE STUPID QUIZ.
Directions: Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [ ] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [X] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [X] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [X] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 4

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [X] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [X] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [X] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [X] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 9

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [] Have run into a closed door
24: [ ]Died from stupidity overload. (wth is this. hahahahaaa.)
25. [X] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [ ] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [X] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [X] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 12

31. [] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [X] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [X] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [X] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [X] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [X] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [X] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [] Walked into a pole
40. [] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 18

41. [X] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [X] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [X] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [X] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do. (this happens quite often)
46. [X] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it!
47. [X] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 24

51. [X] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [X] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [X] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [X] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [X] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [X] Forgot your own phone number
59. [X] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [X] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 32

61. [] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [X] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [X] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [X] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [X] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [X] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [X] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [X] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [X] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [X] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 41

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [] Ran into a door jam
74. [X] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [X] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [X] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [X] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [X] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 46

81. [X] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [X] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [X] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 49

91. [ ] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [X] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [X] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [X] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [X]When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [X] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

Grand Total Percentage of Stupidity: 54%
oh. i guess this doesnt have anything to do wif iq. hahaa. i not that stupid afterall. =)

tagged 10 people:
1. ben jia min
2. lar ho
3. alvin ng
4. barbra low
5. gracia lim
6. ivy ho
7. pearline yeo
8. weiyi sim
9. ghee khoo
10. menny lim

2009-02-05T01:32:00.002+08:00

back at home lo!
sneaked my sis bf lappi out frm her room. hahahaa.
and, i love fishball!! she licked my hand when i came home and took a look at her jus now. so nice!=)
my curfew is not reali working. hahaa. got home at 12. jus kana a short scolding frm my daddy. but he went back to slp already so i'm saved! yea yea.

went out wif christ and ivy and yuanfeng and akina and ah boon and kristen. supposingly to dinner at sakura after k-ing. but our singing session ended at 9 plus 10. so = no sakura. hahaa. went mac and slacked. my god. ah boon sae that i'm someone that wont sae that i like a person, but my actions can tell.
PS: i will sae if i like that person. and i am veri faithful for ur info. hahaa. try harder next time!

ah. veri tired liao. slping time! and enjoy the dumb quiz or survey or wadever below! nights humans.=)

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - yea
2. Are you happy - ok ok la. so so lor. average.
3. Are you bored - eh. sort of.
4. Are you fair - which fair?? anyway, i'm a libra, therefore i'm fair. i can be a judge. hahahaa.
5. Are you Italian - why italian? weirdo.
6. Are you intelligent - oh, of cos yes la. high iq.
7. Are you honest - ya. i think so.
8. Are you nice - Zinc Is Nice. and Considerate. (tsk. bhb sia. whahahaha)
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - my god. wad a question.

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Yew Zhi Ying.
2. Nicknames - zinc lo.
3. Birth place - eh. hospital la.
4. Hair color - natural: black. un-natural: eh. supposingly to be mud-cherry. but i dunno wad weird color is it now.
5. Natural hair style - wad natural hair style? hair style got natural de meh?
6. Eye Color - didnt look into my own eyes before.
7. Birthday - 5th oct 1989
8. Mood - tired.
9. Favorite color - a lot. black white green red blue silver aiya wadever!
10. One place you'd like to visit - practically, i would love to visit my bed now.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - ya.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - not reali.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - not reali.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - ya.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - dunno. maybe.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - hahaa. great. its all along broken.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - ya. long time ago la.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - nope.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - eh. forgot liao!!
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - eh. eh eh. hahahaa. shhh.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love
2. Hard Liqour or Beer - anything.
3. Cats or Dogs - dogs la!!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - a few best friends. lol.
5.Creamy or Crunchy - hahhaa. both!
6. Pencil or Pen - lame!
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - BOTH!!
8. Money or Happiness - happiness.=)
9. Night or day - Night owl.
10. IM or phone - both! gosh. i'm greedy. =X

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - no need sneak out de leh.
2. Seen a polar bear - i got photo somemore. chey.
3. Done something you regret - a lot of times.
4. Bungee jumped - pay to scare myself for wad.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - eyur.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - shen mo lai de.
7. Been caught naked - dun tink so la. haha.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - hmmmm. hmmm.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - i tink i did in the past.
10. Wanted to disappear - ya ya. make me disappear pls. its a torture to live my life.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes
2. Light or dark hair - sui bian la.
3. Hugs or kisses - both? haha. hmmm. i prefer kisses. LOL.
4. Shorter or taller - shorter. taller also can la.=X
5. Intelligence or attraction - hahaha. attraction.
6. Topman or Zara - both also can la.
7. Funny or serious - Funny lor.
8. Older or Younger - qin cai la.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - aiyo. sui bian.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - ya. so dui lian.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yeap. phone bill also veri interesting.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - my god. iq low.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - ya ya.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - dun wan ah.
6. Ever been on a dance team - dun wan also.
7. Ever been on a sports team - eh. i tink... have before bah.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - no la. so wu liao.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - buy for me lo.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - haiyo.

LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - my mum.
2. Last person you hugged - i answer before liao leh!!
3. Last person you hung out with -Friends
4. Last time you worked - last sat.
5. Last person you talked to - my dad.
6. Last person you IM'd - ivy ho.
7. Last person you texted - sc.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - if the last movie i caught was red cliff 2, den it would be lar. if not den i forgot already.
9. Last person/thing you missed - i missed a bus jus now. LOL ok not funny.
10. Last website visited - blogger.com

TEN... PEOPLE TO DO THIS
1. minli(christ)
2. xiang ying(lareina)
3. bao lian(gracia)
4. jiamin(sze miang)
5. yu ying(pearline)
6. yi ting(ghee slut)
7. miao boon(alvin)
8. menny(melanie) ok la, i dunno ur chi name. hahaa.
9. jie ying(ivy) opps, u did already.
10. barbra(new comer) do bah. hahaha.

2009-02-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

EEEEEYOREEEEE.
i MIA-ed? did i? i think i did.
no i didnt. my lappi spoil. not my fault. hahaha.

finally switched on the desktop becos somebody sae she got sth to tel me and now she sae actually its nth!!!!
RAWR. RAWR.
yi li teh ding leh. tsk.

ok, its still new year!! which means i can still get ang baos!
been gambling like mad. and losing like mad. win, a bit. lose, a huge bit. hahaa. swayness.
and tada!! sway-est thing ever = i earned a curfew. 10pm curfew.=(((
sian ah. pray that i will blog again soooon. too tired to type. this desktop is driving me crazy.

2009-01-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

reached home.
stared at fishball.
broke down. finally.

the whole journey. 1 year plus. forgotten how many times i actually cried. so tired of eryting.
why am i so useless. where the hell is my limit. i need u.

i would reali wan u as a friend. if i could.

2009-01-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

seriously i think i'm shit to u.
or maybe i dun even exist in ur dictionary.
jus a person who doesnt mean anything.
sometimes i seriously hope u wouldnt affect me that much. that much.

fuck

2009-01-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, you and Ivy went missing during the 2nd meeting.. But you came back with the video presentation. Important thing for video is to have a voice-over, that's like the instructions for the user to see, just like the user would read a normal User Manual.

PS: Where's your RJ?

LOLOL. comments frm my SAD faci. funni shiat.
ps: we went bball-ing. and got sunburns.

2009-01-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

how long more. so tired.

世界若是那麼大為何我要忘你無处逃
世界若是那麼小為何我的真心你聽不到

2009-01-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

christ once said that she wanna exchange for my life. hers was in a mess. i told her mine's boring.
now, i hope there's such a deal. i need to exchange my life wif somebody. its so tiring. i rather the boring old life.

the family is always unhappy wif each other.
i had to see u being wif someone else right under my eyes.
there seems to be a problem wif fishball. i hope she's not sick.

seems like small problems. which made me teared. weakling. aha.
i need a drinking session.

2009-01-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

todae is a fucking sway dae. remind me that i hate this dae.
ivy ho, here's a toast to the sway gfs todae. =)

2009-01-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

damn it. phone's down. ARGH.
wad a way to start 2009 for me. no dual boot for my lappi, and now my phone is dead. haix.

back to the old phone which have no light. SIAN.
all the msges was stil there. painful memories. hope that things wil change this time rd.

brand new vista

2009-01-03T20:57:00.001+08:00

haix. HAIX. HAIX.

my things are gone. and i got a stupid wallpaper now. its called, acer Aspire Series.
SIAN ah. i changed it to a cat. the cat is staring at my mouse.

oh. fishball grew fat. a lot fatter. i hope she's pregnant. but i dun think she is. cos fishcake is stil too small to be a daddy. haha. she slp and slp like nobody's business. she even slp in the hamster ball when i put both of them in as i change the beddings and stuffs. gosh. and my poor fishcake cant move the ball becos the fat fishball is slping becos he got no strength to push it. hahahahaa.
when there are baby hamsters, they will be known as the fish family.=)))

i'm losing blood like mad. nose bleeding session ery morning for the past 4 daes, and mens came ytd. greatoh. sc offered to pei me go for a checkup. my mama said that long time ago. hahahaa. seeee. talk is cheap. no need money. lol. the cramps are killing meeeeee. ytd was bad. couldnt slp until 2 plus. and woke up at 830 for work. now i can hardly open my eyes. shall slp after disturbing my fish family a while. hahaha.

p.s: ivy ho's room is childishly childish. i'm serious. lol.

2008-12-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

here comes the lazi zinc who is finally updating her blog.
alright, been driving ard like mad for the past week. hahaa. went bliss-ing, k-ing, slacking for the past few daes. cant reali remember much lo.

15 december i got my hamster, fishball. 27 december i got another hamster, fishcake.
die. if they got babies wad shld i call them? tuna. salmon. hahahahaa.
sometimes i wonder why is fishball so retarded. she likes to walk using her back. and flip over and flip over and flip over. most importantly, she falls off the exercise wheel sometimes. =.=
but so cute lor. hahahaaa.

my brain is working.. i remembered. i've been playing mj almost on daily basis.. 23rd had a small small w66 outing, went k-ing and bliss-ing, and few rds of mj at meee hse. den i remembered driving christ ard some daes ago, and got lost in practically the whole of singapore. jus as we decided to give up, we found bukit batok. lol. and den.. dunno how many daes ago drove fynn n kristen and her bro and rain and christ ard again. and, sorry to kristen. i realli didnt mean to not look out for u. LOL. sorry la.

ytd drove to serangoon north to get my fishcake. went pet shopping. so fun. hahaa. my holidae consist of mj and driving onli. and all my money went to PETROL. gosh. i at least spent 50 bucks on petrol already. damn broke.

time to settle some stuffs. wont blog soon. cos my lappi is going into the hospital on tues. haix. hope that my things wont be gone. =((((

MY NEW HAMSTER!!

2008-12-16T19:19:00.003+08:00

FAT RIGHT!! yes. my hamster is FAT. that's why its called FISHBALL. yu yuan. so roundddd.
HAHAA. omgosh. its so cute. and super duper hyperactive. its now running ard the cage after being a pig for the whole afternoon. altho it bites, but its not painful. and it seldom bites. so nvm la.. i now got a lot of fishes, and a hamster. suddenly i have so many pets. so fun. hahahaa. i'm going to shop for its bedding later. drive drive~~

OH YA. ytd was fun-ness man. met christ and sc to accompany christ for her interview at somewhere near maxwell market, den went down vivo to get meee hamster. thanks=)))
settled my hammy's cage and bedding and all and went to meet ghee and joei for bliss-ing. again. hahaa. den drove to the same place again. i swear they scared the hell outta me. firstly, driving in is scary enough. i'm responsible for 3 lives plus myself, and 3 hamsters lifes. and they came up with a ghost story session inside. ===.===
gosh. ok, i'm a loser la. and after the ghost story sessions, we saw black patches in water. its super mysterious becos the seagulls will rest on top of the black patches whenever it surface up!! ghee came up wif a name for it, SEA-NINJAS. LOL. i dunno why. or rather, i forgot how she came up wif this name. the black patch is either a super big fish, or a swarm of small fishes, which is quite impossible, or a crocodile. its still a mystery to us. next time we shall go fishing there and solve the mystery of the sea-ninjas.

todae is boring!! ivy ho went to kl liao. no gf for me to bully for 4 days!! my hamster spent the afternoon slping slping and i have no entertainment. now after running ard and eat some hamster food for 15 mins, its slping inside the wheel. fatty bom bom. hahaa.

2008-12-13T14:22:00.001+08:00

yeappie. i got meeeee lappi back. hahaa. but in exchange of ivy ho's laptop. LOL.
ytd was last dae of sch~~ and me, christ, rain, irritating gf and shiyuan actuali skipped sch. =.=
but cannot blame us. cos ivy ho's lappi died on her and i gotta go down acer to collect my precious laptop. so, as usual, sy went home to slp, and rain went to her somebody's hse to slp, and the rest of us went down to acer to leave ivy ho's lappi there and exchange for mine back. haha.

after acer, we decided to take a long journey of bus 51 back to hg, but we got down at ubi for lunch, den went back to me hse cos i was supposed to fetch them out. slacked at my hse for an hr.. listen to my mum and dad naggings before letting me drive the car out. hahaa. so at ard 7, i drove the car out and got myself a yellow triangle plate on the way when fetching gf home.. and my 2nd time driving the car, SORRY IF I SCARE U PEOPLE. hahaaa. but i got more stable after my mum got down the car. so after staying a while at pasir ris, i dropped my mum and sis back home, and went to picked rain fynn kristen and her bro up at hg int. so sorry for not being able to fetch u all frm woodlands. cos i got terrified by the expressway's traffic while on my way to pasir ris=x

dropped them at bliss, went to fetch lar, ghee and sc after that to slack at bliss for a while. cos nvr put coupon, so didnt stay for long. after that went sc hse for a drinking session. i didnt drink cos as a driver, i shld be responsible. LOL. den ghee brought us to some wulu place, near seletar or wad i forgot already. but its a damn good place to slack. jus that the road in is quite scary, dark and a lot constructions going on. a lot of humps too. and i didnt look out for them. next time i shall. haha. had a long chat till 4 plus, den fetch they all home. i tink i've been a bad driver ytd. sorry ah.

jus got home after fetching my mum to her fren's chalet. this time rd i drove better. hahahaaa. not so terrified by expressway le. and i went to da you jus now. so coool. lol. ok, i need to slp liao. veri tired. so fun=))

2008-12-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

hahahahahaahahaa.

i'm waiting for my photocard license. FINALLY. yea yea. thanx for the ppl who prayed for me. LOL. and hor, mingyee lied to me...=(((
she sae if i can drive her she would come out. i can drive u already u still reject me!! forever de leh. sadness. haix.

ok, todae has been a tiring dae. went for my last driving lesson at 8 plus, tp at 11 plus, wait for my temporary license for 1 and a half hr!! i almost rot there, and my phone got to die on me at that time. reached home at 2 plus, went out after feeding my fishes, reached woodlands int at 3 plus, met me gf and went to sch tgt, den went to shear's class to lend lappi frm her for ut, and i gotta bring it for her tml morning, and that explains why i'm here now. hahaa. a good summary.

after not carrying my lappi to sch for 2 weeks, my shoulders are aching now becos of her lappi. tml last dae of sch, and i hope my faci wont insist on installing flash player. so irritating. ahhhh!! i forgot to feed my fishes. and i need to bath. damn tired. nights guys!

2008-12-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

cleared my inbox. finally. acer is not returning me my lappi. haix...=((((
i waiting for someone to come online and gossip about ME. ===.===
weird. while waiting for her, i ate my supper which is half bowl of rice plus 3 small dark sauce chicken wing, plus a lil bit of pork liver. hahaa. and i jus hurt my leg. argh. so dumb. and i'm staring at my mini chocolate finger now. that's wad the price tag says la. it jus some croissant with choco by fairprice. not veri nice. but its choco therefore it's nice.

shear tagged me to do some stupid stuff again. but i lazi leh. and this desktop is driving me crazy soon. next time tag me a shorter one ok?? i promise i'll do. hahahaa.

ytd mj session~~ won 2 bucks onli. AS USUAL. my sis lost, but this time rd, i got money. cos my mum paid for her, and a small part of my pocket money was included. siannnnnn. nvm, got win can le. =)))

todae... another dae without lappi. and i swear SAD is a stupid module. waste of time sia.. we finished our work like in 2nd meeting. yes, its that easi todae. den went for talk wif they all. for some reason i'm not typing out the names. HAHAHAA. shhhhh. u noe i noe she noe he noe jiu can le. lol. need to write rj again.... zzzzz. i shall be nice and write for the sake of the point.

i'm rotting............ when fungi starts growing on my body, that's when i will see ivy ho online.

2008-12-07T02:47:00.002+08:00

using my daddy's desktop now~~
no choice cos i gotta do the 300 words long rj. haix. it contains loads of bullshit. hahaa.

i am so not used to keyboard can. keep typing the wrong thing. zzzzz.
and, this desktop need a cleanup. like seriously. my nose is getting redder and itchy-er becos of the dust. why must my nose be so sensitive. like a dog. rawr.

i got a lot of things to blog about!!! but i forgot wad i did during the whole week can!! i jus remembered... that's quite a lot.

last thurs:
went to expo wif pearline yeo, christina tan and ivy ho ho ho. hahaa. ok, being so irritating here.
found christine and kristen hiding in a booth somewhere near creative. den talk talk a while.. walk walk a while.. jiu went down changi airport for dinner at popeye. i also dunno how to spell. LOL. i think its correct. i dun care, it IS correct. pictures will be uploaded SOON. wait for my lappi. oh, i cancelled my driving lesson becos of this lo. so wei da. =X

last fri:
MY LAPTOP DIED ON ME ON THIS DAE. this explains why i'm here like after one week + 2 daes. met shear and shiyuan after sch.. go cp walk walk becos i gotta take 87 frm there to ubi~~ yes, drive drive again. that's my first lesson after 1 and a half month. and i drove surprisingly better den the past. weird.

last sat:
supposed to work, but becos of my dear lappi. i went acer instead. waited for 20 mins, talk wif the person for 5 mins, left my laptop there for millions of minutes already!! when are u returning me my lappi!!! argh. forget bout it. went to dinner wif mama at jurong west. i swear we had a hard time finding the place. dun like jurong.

sun:
AH!!!! this is the dae!! i won 20 over bucks in mj. ahahahaha. happi like shiat. i won 2 of my aunt's money. and my sis. but as we all noe, sis lose + i win = neutral. so she didnt pay me. neh mind, i stil won 20 bucks. happi already.

mon:
this is a veri funni dae. first dae without lappi to sch. and the feeling of skipping sch came to visit me!! hahaa. so, after reaching class for half and hr, i msged sy, PON SCH!! to my disppointment, she didnt reply. and christ got to lose her hp at this time, so i couldnt contact her at all. so i sian sian stay in class, listening to pearline's and ivy ho's naggies. hahah. they dun let me pon class lo. JUST DEN, first break out came!! AND HERE COMES SHIYUAN APPEARING WIF HER BAG IN MY CLASS!! whahahahaa. the first question, hey!! wanna pon or not?? LOLOL. her hp ran out of batt and died, and she didnt noe that i msged her. so funnnnnnnnn. tada!! i went out of class wif my bag too, and went to invite gracia too.. but too bad la, she cannot pon already. so we went shopping ard the sch, and waited for christine to appear. wait wait wait~~ her first sentence, why?? wanna pon ah?? let's go.
shiok or not. shiok right. hahahaa. and den yuanfeng and ivy ho appeared, and rain hopped in too, and this big grp of ppl was gathering outside the toilet of w66, and was physco-ing each other to skip sch~~ lalalaal~~ yes yes, ivy ho was the one who asked me not to pon, and she skipped tgt wif me also. good gf. LOL. den this big grp which consist of 7 ppl went down to cwp to meet another 2 ppl called kristen and fynn, and it became a 9 ppl grp. but ah yuan left after breakfast and this 8 ppl went to a movie and mj session. dinner at somewhere near kristen's hse. i'm lucky that i dun have to entertain a sister like kristen's erydae. hahahaa. enuff for mondae. veri long liao.

tues:
tues... forgot already. i onli remembered that its OS, and i got no lappi. hahahaa. i tink i went home after sch. so guai.

wed:
ohhhh. wed... no sch, stayed at home and rot, until fungi almost grew and i went out for my driving. i almost got a shock of my life. this stupid bangala dashed out wif his bike suddenly, and he was lucky that he met me. and my instructor. i stepped on the brake, and my instructor hit the horn. ya la, i dunno how to horn at ppl. DUN LAUGH. i reali dunno why, i jus dun have the habit to do so. hahaaa.

thurs:
no lappi again, but i went to borrow one becos of ut, and my web multi faci INSIST that i MUST install flash player. hai me walk up and down and down and up and left and right and right and left. waste my strength and time can. in the end oso cannot install. CHEY. use ppl's lappi oso can do lor!! stubborn lil bull.

fri:
hahaa. the funnest dae in class. laugh like mad. my grp consist of my gf, my lover, the lines, pearline and seline. LOL. i tink we shld be thankful to the faci for not changing our team next week. full of nonsense and nosies. a veri fun dae, except for the cocked-up fyp website. i guess sy will immigrate to my class ery fridae. she love my php faci. HAHAA.
cp again after sch wif shear and sy, went mos burger-ing for fries and milk tea. MILK TEA. i jus realised that i'm having my mens after i finished drinking. so great hor. hahaa. den went dinner wif my mama again. at amk, her territory. the food not as nice as the one at jurong. AND i lost my cap there. fucking sad. =(((((
i lost the cap where eryone loves so much. they would take my cap awae whenever i wear it. haix.. neh mind, i stil got lots of caps. but that's my favourite. i shall do a post on it soon, called, IN THE MEMORY OF MY FAVOURITE CAP, 2006-2008.

and todae... nth much, supposed to have dinner wif sc at hgm western, and we walked away after seeing the queue and amount of ppl at the coffee shop. so she decided that we shld buy cup noodles and eat at my hse. =.= so we went ntuc and bought cup noodles and cheese, and went back to my hse for mj session. cup noodles wif cheese~~ somebody taught me that. i bet ivy ho would puke at the thought of it. HAHAHAHA!! she hates cheese like mad. i dunno why. back to topic, my mum asked us to play til daybreak. SIAO ONE. and we ended up playing onli one rd. zzzz. won 6 bucks plus, sc lost almost 2 bucks, and my sis lost 4 bucks plus. as usual, sis lose + i win = nth. and that sc lose 1.70, she gave me 85 cents, and owed me 95 cents. IRRITATING. she jus increased the amount of coins i have. so irritating can. zao zhi dao bu yao wan. waste energy and time. chey. went online wif my phone and talk to ho ho ho, and my hp dunno got wad dumb problem after a while and i cant use ebuddy. so here i am using my dad's desktop for msn, and shun bian did my rj on the talk. that weakling is sick. LOL. why is eryone coughing. i hope my small flu dun turn into a coughing period. i still need energy for my driving test. and after typin for one hr wif this keyboard, i am finally ending my post. so tired. my mum is not back yet. her mj session rocks lo. can play til so late. ahhh. veri tired. and depressed becos of my cap. need to slp liao. good nite human beings.

2008-11-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

everyone, pls keep it a secret that christina is my lover.
becos she shy. HAHAHAA.